Hello fellow daemons.
Living in the Royal nether regions of the New World Order, one day I discovered it was inside me.
Realised the bailouts were the biggest robbery in human history. Then realised all they took was money, which is nothing.
Realised 9/11 was an inside job. Then realised my life was an inside job.
Quite a thing, to live in fear - isn't it?
Doubtless, a great harm has been done to humankind. Trauma and degeneration on a scale never seen before, to paraphrase Ian Curtis. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy
knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroys information, religion destroys spirituality, and so on.
People now police themselves...
... the infomation-wielders pervert from a young age...
... there's MKUltra and Monarch programming...
... the degradation of women... paedophilia...
And so on. The "capitalist" paradigm is best summed up by Joni Mitchell:
They took all the trees
Put 'em in a tree museum
And they charged the people
A dollar and a half just to see 'em
And here I was, once, believing in all that free market rhetoric.
But hey. During this first awakening, it was kind of perversely exciting. Lots of things changed in my life. I actually used to be a derivatives trader. At a "venerable investment bank." Or casino that gambles with other people's money. That has since gone under.
But then it became overwhelmingly dark. Because, as Nietzsche knew, when you look into the abyss, the abyss looks into you.
The second awakening happens when you look inside yourself...
And so the next stage begins.
The TV is gone for good. No more newspapers, magazines, anything like that.
Anything can be manifested. Thoughts are things. Numbers, colours and forms have certain resonances. Symbols, coicidence and syncronicity are how the universe talks to you. Intuition is the true knowledge. Can I prove this? Perhaps not. That's pretty much the point. But don't call it "belief" either, or "faith" because you've got to use language carefully.
We are here to create. We are superior than the trickster gods that feed on us, because we create - we manifest. But somewhere along the way we've been conned.
So I won't be here looking for answers. I'll be looking for a bit of play. An attitude of gratitude. And a bit of a laugh.
Today is a good day for looking up at the stars.